happy but guilty!!

Georgia got in to the school she chose, I am very pleased it seems well organised and she was extremely relaxed and happy on our visit. A big difference to visiting another school, which was actually our catchment school.
But as with all ups there is a down, a few of her very good friends will not be going to the same school. So after 4 of her 7 years with these friends at nursery and school she will have to say goodbye. "Its ok mummy" she tells me " I know where Em lives I can go and see her when I want" cant argue with that logic but I know she will miss Em in particular. She was adamant where she wanted to go though, it was in the end her choice. Dont stop me feeling guilty though!! I made a bad choice for jake when it came to moving on from infants so hopefully by it being her choice she will feel better about it and make the effort to fit in and do well.

Fingers crossed if you can cross 'em

Sunshine and Aunt Win

<--- My lovely Great Aunt




Lovely few days we have had in Sunny Bognor :@) helps lift my miserable mood. Been in a fair bit of pain this past week. Mind I have swollen arms so at least it can be seen rather than considered to be in my head. They found my brain in my scan and not to surprisingly no nastyness. So no more tests for me, I refuse , they can go jump. I will not be poked and jabbed with needles on maybes or vague possibilities anymore.
had a nice day though, caught up with my friend who has also had a poorly week. We had soup and trifle for lunch, loverly.
After scool I took the children to my aunts, we always have a laugh there, for 92 years old my aunt has lost none of her sense of humour its great. She had made cake and prepared cheese and bread for the kids. I made us coffee and we watched countdown. A little ritual is Jake going on the mobility scooter with Win whilst Georgia runs on the running machine out on the landing thing. georgia had taken her baby doll today so guess who had a go on the running machine and got propelled off LMAO funny kids they are.

MMMM the bread machine smells lovely

Am still uber tired today, arms are a tad swollen for some reason! but I managed to put flour and stuff in the bread machine and its aroma is now filling the house. MMMMMMM.

Cant decide if I should bother with Tesco for the few bits I need or pay a bit more at the Co Op - its always a tough call. I expect it will be the Co Op cos im very CBA today lol. Still no results from my MRI, thought I might have heard by now, will maybe phone up tomorrow and see if I can chase it. i am past worrying if it is good or bad just wanna know.

Am loving the new off road buggys for the disabled!! super idea, I can just see my aunt racing at goodwood lol

Quick Update

The lovely Dr B has referred me to a CFS clinic :@) and he has given me more appropriate painkillers to enable me to drive. Finally some one who gives a stuff and actually listens to his patient.

Tired of being tired

CFS sucks! I have been so very tired this past week, yesterday I could barely make conversation - am off to the doctors today as another odd pain has appeared in my thigh, although the neurologist told me I should basically put up and shut up she did say I should go back to the GP if anything else happened. I am starting to feel like an episode of house!
But either way some one has to take responsibility and get me referred to the CFS clinic - enough is enough.
Started filling in the DLA form OMG! lol thankfully M helped. I was marginally relieved when found what I was a second form was in fact a how to fill in the form thing *phew* Not that I am expecting to get anything considering my two good friends who have been turned down for it recently.

Turning chilly brrrrrrrrr

Its so cold today! We went swimming with friends today and poor georgie went blue again!! Mind we were all shivering when we left the pool its was soooooooooo cold!
Back at our friends place we had a lovely lunch and the kids played nicely till I managed to finally drag them out just before 4pm!
yesterday was good fun too we ventured into the book exchange and got rid of lots of book for some new ones, had a maccy D for lunch and played on the 2p machines in the pier. We had bags of pennys but the machine kept throwing pennies at us, pretty violently (2ps sting bare feet lol) we all had managed to win a key ring except georgia so we kept feeding this one machine to get her the 7 ball keyring she wanted - we cheered when it eventually fell out! honestly it took ages!
We were all exhausted and very glad to stop at a cafe to have a cuppa :@) harrah for decent coffee.

Im so glad they are going back to school on Monday - i have really enjoyed having them home but i am utterly shattered!

Busy few days

Well my Brother in law and his wife did come and we had a lovely time as I expected, its looking good for them moving here - Jake is over the moon! They even ate my home made bread - now thats impressive! lol actually it wasnt a bad loaf just very thick slices.
Yesterday we didnt seem to stop though we did manage to visit the LOU-NATIC asylum, Georgia being small for her age benefits from peoples generosity so we had a lovely bag of clothes to collect (thanks ever so Lou!) being as clothes mad as Georgia is she was straight in the bag nosing and pulled out clothes for today and bed clothes - only she didnt try the bedclothes on and the trousers fell down when she stood up LOL poor half starved child that she is. She looks super in her *parisien* outfit of choice though.
Today we childminded/baby sat my other halfs children so I had a 12 yr old and 8 yr old a 7 yr old and a 4 yr old!!lovely. We made chocolate crispy cakes, decorated plates,went to the park and into Whiteley for a drink at the coffee shop. Then back to his house for lunch and chilled out till their mum collected them. Then I took my two home vis tesco in Chi for petrol. I bumped into an old friend there and we swaped numbers.
When we got home I was beyond tired so we went to *The Hut* for the happy hour and had 3 dinners,2 garlic breads and three drinks for 10.99 bargin huh!
Tomorrow we are out with my mum - fingers crossed it stays dry
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